Grow Some Spine
Quinlan Finnegan
There are locust trees in my living room.Â
Honey-locusts, leaves a golden yellow,
Dripping down sunlight like honey on the eye
Enticing, at a distance, honeyed hive to wasp’s nest
When the leaves are lost, branches brought bare
The hounds will prick their tongues on the thorns.
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Honey-locusts have the gnarliest thorns,
Bundles of needling spines cover the bark, no room
For love or affection, my raw skin bareÂ
And chapped, weaned off a bosom thorny and yellow.
The rotted-out heart serving only as a nest
I don’t have either of my parents' eyes.
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I bristle when they catch my eye
But I can’t scorn their thorns
They grew when I know what nasty nests
Were made, what brutish birds carved out roomÂ
In the heart wood, holding yellow
Intentions till they saw the branches were bare.
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Living close to the thorns makes you bare.
Bare hands, bare teeth, look em in the eye,
Teeth don’t need to be white, bones are yellow,Â
Living with locust trees makes you grow thorns.
You’ll bristle with thistles, you’ll make the room.
Empty it enough, your head’ll buzz like a hornet’s nest.
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Skewering growths ensure there’s never an empty nest
Though that’d be best, they’ve been bareÂ
For years, there’s no more seedpods in the bed room
Hell they can’t even see eye to eye.
Birds in the bush cost less than a bird on the thorn,
But there’s no more birdsong, no more honey, no more yellow.
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In my youth, the gnarled tree sprayed pollen thick and yellow
Then lightning broke his limbs, smoked his core, blew away the nest;
That’s when the house filled with thorns.
Cracks and splits like his body unzipped itself, bareÂ
Skin flash fried firewood, blue eyesÂ
Running mazes in empty rooms.
A Statement from the author:
Everything I write comes to me from my dreams. These poems represent the raw state of my lived experiences and interests filtered through my unconscious mind.
Quinlan Finnegan is a twenty-four year old undergraduate student of CUNY Hunter College in New York City. Having originally grown up only a hop skip and a jump away on Long Island, he enjoys the macabre, indulging in collecting horror movies and books, taking part in oddity expositions, and visiting haunted historical sites. On top of that, he watches and takes part in rugby and jiu jitsu, gardens, drinks with his friends, and has a good time.
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Quinlan can be found on Instagram at: @quinyfin27